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Chapter
XVI
THE CROSS AND DISCIPLINE
MATHILDE WREDE was a baroness,
the daughter of a provincial governor in Finland--an educated, cultured,
and gifted musician. In her teens she was taken by the Cross and
became Christ's captive. She literally spent herself for the prisoners
of Finland. In her own home "she lived on the same fare as the
prisoner in prison, and they knew it. Such were the contrasts
in this life--related by birth to the highest breeding and by choice to
the greatest need." Dr. Ernest Gordon says, regarding the place of affection
she held in the hearts of Finnish prisoners, that "idolized" would be a
lean word. "One convict invited her to his home and slept on the
floor before her door like a dog so that she should not be disturbed in
any way." Dr. Gordon further says regarding her tireless ministry and self-disciplined
life:
When, after a night of
insomnia, she felt a certain reluctance to take up her daily task, she
would say, to herself encouragingly, "Today I have again the privilege
of being occupied with my Father's business." Then while going down the
stairway, she would continue, "O my poor body! How tired you are! We are
now going to try again to get a-going. Up to now you have shown yourself
obedient and patient when love spurred you to work. I thank you.
I know that today you will not leave me in the lurch."
What an emancipation!
What a redemption! And what is it to be redeemed, if we be not liberated
from the lesser, the lower, the lustful? God help us if Christian
victory can make us no "better than our bodies' inclinations." Thrice happy
are those liberated, light-hearted, carefree souls who can almost teasingly
encourage their fatigued frames as could Mathilde Wrede. Such a merry
heart doeth good like a medicine. Has the reader leaned on the flesh,
been subject to it, attached? And then it has let you down?
It is only that you may find the hidden, secret gold of self-discipline.
Seek for her as for hidden treasure.
There are those who may wonder
and sigh over such a standard. To you it is nebulous and
unattainable. It is true that, until one has come to an end of all
strength and purpose and resolution of the flesh, every attempt to practice
such self-discipline will lead us to either fortify ourselves in self-righteousness
or to the quagmire of Paul's, "What I would I do not" (Romans 7).
The flesh must be dealt with first and always at the Cross. Let us
illustrate. After Andrew Murray had spoken earnestly upon prayer
he received a letter from a noted and devoted minister in which he
wrote: "As far as I am concerned, it does not seem to help me to hear too
much about the life of prayer, the strenuous exertion, the time and trouble
and endless effort it will cost us. These things discourage me.
I have time after time put them to the test, and the result has always
been sadly disappointing." Mr. Murray replied: "I think I have never mentioned
exertion and struggle, because I am so entirely convinced that our efforts
are futile, unless we first learn to abide in Christ by a simple faith."
This minister also added: "The message I need is this: 'See that your relationship
to your living Saviour is what it ought to be. Live in His presence,
rejoice in His love, rest in Him."' Mr. Murray assured this minister he
was quite right, but that, if his relationship to the living Saviour was
what it ought to be, it would certainly make possible a successful life
of prayer. But we cannot live in the flesh and pray in the Spirit.
Prayerlessness is symptomatic
of a life lived in the flesh, a lack of life in the Spirit. It takes
life, the life of the Cross, to replace the death-damp of the
flesh. This book is being written for that purpose--that we may have
the power and ability, as well as desire, to live and to pray and
to preach according to God's blessed will.
Only those who understand
a measure of the emancipation of the Cross have any thirst for the subject
in hand. But the anointed of the Lord, those chosen for spiritual
leadership, can no more escape the sword of self-discipline than the field
the plow, or the vine the pruning knife. "Pervading all nature,"
said Herbert Spencer, "we may see at work a stern Discipline, which
is a little CRUEL, that it may be very KIND."
There is scarcely a thrill
comparable to that of witnessing a disciplined military commander lead
his men into the thick of battle. Such a man can lead them where
he could never drive them. Those who lead others must themselves
be disciplined. It is said that in World War I a well-preserved
official "tried to persuade the Arabian leader Faisal (afterward king of
Iraq) to undertake the impossible; he said that it would end the war at |
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